Good times

decided not to hang around at Ps after collecting his warrant-ied earpiece.yep,he cursed and swear,whined and complained about them not changing his earpiece to a new pair but repaired it instead.so we ended up looking at the map and choosed a few places of interest for dinner:t3,oasis,harbourfront,sentosa(imagine at 8 plus?!and not dining good food but cup noodles!,'company that matters' quoted.)dinner at sushi tei cause marche was full. :S wanted to go for B and J's but the cow turned him away cause she was 'staring at him sheepishly and also he don't wanna infuriate my easily petty-jealousy temper'- as quoted by pig.(0.o !!!??? to a cow?!).nah,we were too full by the overwhelming platters of sushi okay, and also it was crowded with people.and someone popped whether to go to Saint James power station since we're uber near,haha!see?,hints again. 0.o
but eventually,walked toyRus and switched to the young-at-heart mode,recollected those whats called childhood memories,HAHA!i toodled around with barbie magical fantasy,HAHA,and both of us again hinted here and there.lol!anyway,i think i'm gonna be short on the details unless they're finer and better ones other than the current pace we're going,HAHA,(sounds so wrong and mysterious,but shrugs,if every post is sooo mundanely essay-written like a normal date,how could i disappoint my readers?lol!so yep,here goes some twists. (:,but hey,i'm no cocking things up alright?)homed as usual. (: to which after that he realised it was a new earpiece,HAHA!
poor thang cause he always have to double back to the mrt station;sweet. :D

3/31/09

Good times

it sure looks saint enough.flash too bright.oh,and there they are:wed & thurs.friday's bit too shy. :P

now how about a back-track post on the weekly date with Spark-(apparently,he's too over enthusiastic about the project that he named himself after it;but i've decided to add more to it!(X ) SUMO-siah-Senior koh!hahaha,all of which evolved from a different story.so it was off to plaza sing again(awww.*tears face) for hotel for dogs.the initial plan was at cathay but it was raining so we just took the 6pm show which was 1 1/2 hours before.ate at astons at cathay(HAHAH!so ironic) in which we figured many people were gonna be cursing and swearing at us,cause there was a freaking long queue and the waiter after waiter came and indirectly shot us the hurry-finish-and- scram look-just that it was a little more pleasant.hahaha!was darn full already cause i was stuffed with steak,rice,one baked potato,and juice.and sparKkk still wanna buy pop-corns!raaaaah! obviously 2 big eaters as the name mentioned,can't be satisfied with just that skimply dinner after a close to 2 hours worth of movie.so we ended up with fried mars balls with ice-cream(super coool!)-alright,i'm that noobish.and auntie anne's preztel,caramel flavoured. :9 and i was soo intrigued with the frying cause its at worth least 2 intensive trainings with that amount of oil.but it was indeed dee-li-cious.(yah yah,he said:"..cause i feeding mah.."0.o) so i gobbled the preztel while 're-paying' back a teensy small piece!HAHA.and he tried to kill me man,keep tempting me with the ice-cream and the chocolate. D: which i delightedly went for every mouthful!!halp!

bounced while listening to his all time favorite emo songs as he called it.it's rather teary and draggy and to top it off,his lousy earpiece which the warranty one arrives next week.oh!was sent home after i twisted 'wednesday','thursday' and 'friday',and he immediately went to soothe and sweet-talked to them.(mega roll eyes)and called down again cause his zen was in my bag,HAHAHA!and the way he waited was like ah pek waiting for grand daughter,hohoho! well,that was the 'last' date unless i dates him out again,HAHAHA,what a joke i told him.cause it was never Again in the first place.and he just:"aaah,SUMO,haha.

3/24/09

Good times

stupid dreaded illness took my chance in compensating the pig i promised last sunday.sorry about it.tomorrow!(:*jumps!everything's cleared up,as least for my infinite ever-worrying doubts,hahaha!it's a miracle i'm still able to hold out on a 4 hours phone conversation,HAHAHA!(yah right,people,i'm feigning sick. 0.o) nope,cause its him doing most of the talking,told you the suspicion's lifted and things are as clear as dew now. (: played the trade-secret game and it was super hilarious,with a croaky voice like that,it adds the level of entertainment greatly,hahaha!ended up trading letter for letter for our secrets siah.and his exclaim and response to each guess was really comical.i think my laughter ended up like a gawking parrot.HAHAHA!now he's out on another gay-date.ha,that silly pig..

3/19/09

Good times

when cooler than cool ain't cooler than the strawbeeeeery.(:

marley and me was cute cause you get to watch it with a date who constantly ask whether you want to date him?!?!,always using reverse psycology,but most importantly still never fails to let your mouth curved upwards from a grim line.it made tuition more interesting cause i keep staring at the time shown on the mac as mr koh drill us about atomic structure and awaiting impatiently for it to reach the end.however i'm not implying that tuition's boring.it sure does have its fun moments.hahaha.like arranging lego structures and watching interesting plays on the IP/IB/RI/DH people enquiring their doubt.it sure is brrrr freezing cold cause it was pouring heavily at novena area.and date(calling him this makes him happier VS i'm rolling my eyes like mad 8-) ) cabbed here just in time.oh,and there's an addition to the hint* list-bright orange mizuno spikes. 0.o dinner was at cafe cartel;and we served ourself more than the given self service.hahaha.oh oh oh!and westlife is now in,hahaha.i found the song i failed to note the name since primary school during an excursion trip to science centre siol!hahaha,so cool... all thanks to that stupid pig.he got violated by me dozen times today with the ip man move,hohoho.homed while listening to his whole album of westlife songs as he proclaimed then.its darn emo and not my style.cliqueS should know!(:

3/7/09

Good times

caught slumdog millionaire with him in a most auntie-fashioned way,hahaha.joined the queue when it's super long cause i had the mentality there could be a slight possibility to 5.25 selling fast of button.which there was loh!1 seat! 0.o alright,they win,it was sure a selling fast.hahaha.and oh!oh!the shitty-chasing-idol-scene was totally classic,hahaha.salutes man!lol!and i told jy that i'm gonna google it,but this is the best i could find,dang.hahaha,okay,no denies to being psycho but no wonder this show got 10 oscar nominations,hahaha.and i just realised,going out with jy,my appetities are huge man,perhaps owning to the fact we're both bloody BIG eaters,hahah.oooh,pray hope the dang height and weight pe lesson takes place asap otherwise faints! :O(tear hair out!) cause we had carl's junior which in the end,i had to succumb packing one big loaf of bread in my bag!:O now my bag smeeeells of cheese!then had B&J's with extra hot fudge and lotsa M&Ms.yum!so tell me whether i'm overworrying. :S oh!and after that we walked rounds after rounds in candy empire!haaaaalp!haha.i'm gonna be bouncing full of eeky cellulites!

2/22/09

Good times

happy valentine's day!i reckon this valentine was by far the sweetest okay since like sec 1.(: thanks wth.i shared my stories(like grandmother like that,considering i've got a senior behind j1, :S) sweet cause i had sweet desserts lah,LOL!and i seemed to be on a lucky streak while the other parties had some black cat crossed their path,broke a mirror(must be wth's fault),opened an umbrella in the house or maybe they're doomed to be unfortunate by fate cause there's like soo many treats coming up,HAHAHA.now i'm worried,was thinking eat first worry later.i haven't peeked the weighing scale yet,otherwise i'll go and jump the ocean already.2 consecutive treats in a week totally rocks to the max cause i feel darn guilty.hate it when i don't get to spend money at all,it totally reeks although i know traditionally i'm supposed to be grateful and count my blessings already.hrumph.had nydc treat yesterday cause of return of favour.(: woopee!i had to dig for time to entertain a certain someone cause he had difficulty trying to look for a suitable bag size.hahaha!and zomg,the bill was like 70+ for like 2 skinny people.HAHHA.i'm not fat okay.opps.and food was not as good as today.wth had his joyride(HAHAH)today.and he was going about the g-force thing,trying to make me jealous.then he said the aeroplane(the flying machine which was pieced together by several scrap metal chunks) was super cock.hahah,cause it was super slow like the fall was a 2.0+ compared to a real fighter jet,a 8-9+ so its 0.o.hahaha.then after he came back to civilisation,hahha which i ended my tuition(fancy being so hardworking even on sucha day,hahaha).felt real bad cause i had to leave my beloved longlong and bro Q thereafter.promised a treat.(wow,treat's real in this days,hahah)anyway,i failed to get my londsdale jersey.:( it was out of stock. $%">!@#$%^&*( wanted to venture to wth's fishy hint but it only served crap valentine's menu which was pricey.dinner course per pax was 69++.the ++ scared us luh,hahaha.so we ended up in ichiban.it was cheap compared to the latter.but not fair cause i feel even worse when i lost(OMG,I LOST?!)in shuffling the right to pay.so we decided on expensive dessert so i can wash away the guilt,like $60+ worth of dessert.hahaha,how much can you eat with that amount?hohoho.settled for haaigen daiz instead.woopee!so i get to make him failed his traditional values.HAHAHA.and then homed second time.darn inculcation of values and responsibility.yea,link to school's core values.0.o hahaha.

2/15/09

i know i've been neglecting this area for ages.i know i know,but it's a blessing in disguise man,cause this is a pessimistic medium where my infinite rambling on anything under the sun takes place.but right now the illusion is gone,obviously i'm here for a reason;and that is issues which doesn't make my life less rocky and hazardous.right,so let's get on to it; #1 studies #2 tracy's emotional disorders.
#1 academics
i'm not gonna say "hey,maybe it ain't that bad retaining after all...",but i'm also ain't gonna shut up about it.basically,its just playing by ear as each day whized past.but right now,i feel i'm lagging behind my expected pace.i have gotta speed without fail asap.see the immense pressure i'm facing for studies?!but its still quite manageble actually.so we'll see how it goes till the next breakdown for studies.

#2 emtion handling
i needa get a grip of myself.i wonder am i desperate for the lost love that exist since my first heartbreak.i really do.i can confidently say i do not know guys.maybe cause it had become a since in-the-first-place,i have given up on depending on being in a bgr.yep,i think i have succumbed to that rock-bottom to any deep pit.but i'm not gay,i do show obsession in the opposite genders,just curiously filled with confusion of my ability.one should have confidence yes,but too much can ruin you too.too low calls for low-self esteem,i believe i'm normal,trying to deviate low and high sometimes.to sum it all,whenever there's time for reflection for the day,and in the long-run of close to 18 years,i believe i'm really close to being a loser for bgr.i'm not implying i need to depend on guys again and that i really wanna stand on my feet independently,held with utmost respect for my capablility and also most importantly,i'm a female.but then again,probably due to one's raging hormones which induces us to crave for the opposite gender fails us time after time.i really do need an answer,the assurance i need found within me but yet to be discovered.yes,i'm impatient and i'm ready to grab any valid and feasible answer which may provide or substantiate even the minimal aid i need.i look around and gaze;reflecting upon myself as an example.what do they do to acheive that.in terms of studies yes i know,cause there's brains,intelligence,hardwork and capital.but this psycological obstacle i failed to cross is sure darn irritating.i know i'm judging right but somehow the mechanism of how human minds works is contradicting,very.yeah,the world is contradicting.when there's up,there are downs too.when there's yin,yang exists too(trying to give an example)fine,i just to think deeper and more intently to figure maybe close to reaching my objective?i don't know,i'm really confused and clueless.then its back to the facets of reality;hiding behind a mask cause of my strong pride and never-say-fail ego.